My Sweet PastY
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
i just know that you won't understand;you know how painful is it.?just a few words and you think is true;i really think that you are silly.but what can i do?i only can sit there doing nothing;looking at you walking out of my heart.i know that is hard,but i have to try.many things i can't explain; but in my heart,it creates a beautiful sound.i know that i can never depend on you anymore;but i know that i really love you before;maybe you didn't realise how much you meant to me;and always told me bout other girls;but what i know was,i didnt want to hear;many things maybe you think is fun, but actually it may hurt someone really badly.causing to lose someone precious to you.i don't want you to get hurt anymore;by me or anybody else.i just want you to be happy with what you are doing.you may forget me;but all the memories that we have;in my mind it will never fade away.you may think its easy to say but its really hard to do it.i will have to do this.. sorry3today was really a tiring day,i had alot to think about; but still. ilovedit<3Mmm, yays! last paper && i can really sleep tommorrow lerrs![:so happy lorrs. then today went to watch movie and watched balls of fury[:its damn funny lorrs; hahahas(:after school, laopork && the rest went home to go and get moneythen me, mamii && laopa went to j8 to meet kendrickk(:hahahas; after meeting him then we over at the forth floor wait for the rest.still on the way kendrick naughty then go spit saliva on the head of the security then he keep staring at us but he don't dare come up cos we got alot alot of people with us marrs. stupid bendan! [:after went to buy the movie tickets lorrs(:thanks ahhma aichoo buy me the tickets kayys! ((:thank you arrs. hahahas(:then we slack slack && wait wait wait;we sit there && wait like more than an hour then we went in lorrs.we all pro right? hahahas[:when we went inside like we took the whole row lorrs xDso nice lorrs! [: then we watch watch watch; {stupid things happen inside the cinama} [:hahahas. then when we come out, we went to the toilet;then to the food junction to makan! (:didn't eat so baObeii didn't eat lorrs; so stubborn lorrs xDsee larrs! okayys then after that, i walk kendrick to the MRT station the bustopthen went back to my people![:hahahas; then we were thinking where to slack lorrs.then they started to smoke; smoke && smoke.stupid rights? hahahas; then we walk to laopork house lorrs.on the way i was like super hyper lorrs! (:lauugh like siao lorrs((: crazy mad girl lorrs.{cos of that stupid uncle larrs}then saw miss ang come out of the school(:then they make fun; lols xD so bad right. i didnt lorrs. hehehes[:then we walk till the bus interchange then stop && slack;then rayner cough out blood lorrs;like very sick lorrs{take care} (:hahahas(: then we walked to laopork house.then we walk walk walk; then we stopped.lols! xDwe keep stopping all the way lorrs! (:
cos they very lazy piggys! xD bleahhs(:then we play for awhile then i walked home{alone okayys!}so sian lorrs :Xnvm; can go out next time again marrs.it was like damn tired lorrs. cannot tahan so go home;hehehes(: thats all but i've enjoyed the day lorrs. i know it is very stupid but i will never give up;cos i really love you alot; i will prove to you;iloveyou darling;i will show && prove to you how much i love you./ it all ended so fast; but i know it will come back i don't want to give up on you;iloveyou; i know you may not believe but i will prove to you; 3
4:15 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
XIAOBINBINY
what makes you think i'm not perfectY
im simply just me
Simply MeY
i love him;& its a promise
D A N C EY
Y dancing
Y slacking
Y shopping
Y Hyper girl
Y Misseh techno
Y i love my baObeiis
Y My dance steps
Y 1E1 my Rockers
Y my laopork-NICOLETTE
Y blogging && chatting
Y My stuffs
Y XIAOBINBIN(:
Y i love my laogong;XiaOKen
FUCKERSY
i hate you,not because you're imperfect.because you suck
`backstabbers
`sluts
`bitches
`liars
`copycats
`fakers
`fuckers
`suckers
`the person i hate.//
dont try to break us up already,its no useY
WHAT I WANT(:
demands for my attitude.
D A N C E♥
the perfect boy for meY
get a life for myself && love on as me
Y My baObeiis.
clothes && lots lots more!