My Sweet PastY
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
hellooshelloos:D
bleahhs:P haha,so happy today luhh:D because today is my dearest mummy's birthday!:P
Happy birthday mummy! i love youu dearest! :D haha, :)
Mmm, later going out for dinner so i have to make it quick or i cant go out with my mummy.
haha, :) today was very good luhh.
played captains ball for PE then was damn damn fun luhh.
haha, :) D&T was fun cos was watching happy feet luhh :D
i love it so muchh! cos its damn cute luhh.
i got no mood for blogging luhh D: haiis.
anyway, after school went out with daddy && mummy. clarisse && jeff that group :D
went to eat my favourite char siew rice then went to find mummy & went to the canel behind my house. mummy slipped && fell badly but then still can laughh-.- tough women luhh.
haha, :) i loveee today so muchh luhh:D
confusedd.//lovedd.//
`iil0vehiimsh0muchh.
`haiis,h0w&&whatsh0uldiid0?..
3:19 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i dont have to run from reality;
`iil0vehiimsh0muchh.
dearr,this is wierd-.-
`butiistilll0veiit.bec0siitsfr0my0uu
helloshelloos:D
today is nice luhh.
morning,wasn't late! yesterday slept damn late cos it rained it was like damn shuang luhh.
then `sistersihuii made warm milo && bread && we ate together.
jie showed me what kendrick dearr send to her luhh. thank you dearr. for caring for me.
&& im not frozen okayy.its reallyreally coldd last night. haha, anyway yesterday was nice.
chris was crazy cos he had a secret laopo.hahas,heard his conversation through the conference.
bleahhs:P chris you suck in lyingg luhh. dont know how you become Gm derrs. haha, anw.
today got letter from charmaine dearr! :D love her so muchh luhh.haha, but didnt talk muchh.i just wrote a one whole page letter for her only:D aren't i good aye? haha,`iil0vey0uudearr<3
Mmm,so mummy thiis morning brought me to school:D thanks dearest mothher. first period maths-.- mr chong was like giving out the prizes. haha, kiddo aye. sherlie darling was drawing her spongebob on a yellow piece of paper. how cute can she be:D haha,had fun in mathhs. then it was science.! :D went to the comp labb as miss chew didn't came D: hehes,played comp && blasted alot of songs in the comp luhh. haha, my comp lab partner,MSSHERLIEBABY<3 && suwanie they all were like bullying her?! how can you do that luhh. she cant be bullied-.- lol, joking only aye! haha, anyway it was funn. next was RECESS! love that part when sharmeel became hyper && everyone go like throwing ice around into people's bra. thats disgusting-.-
&& didi you rockk in basketball dearrie!haha,Mmm, the next two were okok only luhh.cos i was at the back writing letter for charmaine my dearrr && didnt know that time passes so fast luhhs. haha,it was like 4 periods just pass && the bell ring & mr lee say,you all can go-.- so fucking fast.
haha,anyway,thats all.it was great that mr goh was in good mood today cos he gave back brenda baby's ipod back && caughht us & didnt scold us:D haha,that was totally good luhh. didnt believe it at first.but it was throughh. haha,after school went to j8 with the missehhs! haha, went to MOS burger to eat then went to buy sharmeel's present:D happy belated dearr. then rush to take a cab to laopo's house to meet mamii,jieyun jie, && aichoo ahhma:D went to the playground && play and saw this small girl who thinks that we want her hamster && keep following me-.-
wthh. haha,she love me too muchh liao luhh. haha,its really stupid anyway. today was really tiring luhh. 1iil0vehiimsh0muchh. bleahhs:P there iis more,but i lazy write luhhs. ps:D
5:56 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
Monday, October 22, 2007
tell me what you wanna listen to ;
this is a really nice memory ; that can never be erased_*
yeaps:D
im here gonna talk about my classmates of cos.
&& some of the seniors.
firstly the seniors:D
when i first came to guangyang,i knew alot of seniors.
because my sister was a ex pupil. then she told them to takecaiire_* of me.
so thank you :D
they were,yongwei,arthur,alwin,desmond,grayson && many many more.
it was really nice knowing them.
my class was really a class of rockers:D
the guys although annoying but then they make us really united && fun.
we had go through many together as a class.
i really have fun with them.
i love my darlings alot && of cos my girlfriends_*
sherlyn,joyce,sharmeel,brenda,suwanie,&& many more.
sherlyn_*you are really a great friend when im down. seriously i love you alot luhh.
sometimes i may not hang out with you guys but you was still there supporting me when im sad or down. its hard to have a friend like you && im really happy to know that i have one. i still rmb that you gave a me a really cute pooh bear && i gave you a coke shirt. the times with all of you was really fun. i am willing to be your friend forever:D iloveyou alot && alot!
Joyce_* you are the person that i share almost all my secrets with. i can trust you when ever i am with you. without you,im half empty. you are like my life. you girls are like the hyper girls that i wont get bored with.you didnt gave up on me even at the last point. you accompany me through thick && thin. and you let me realise what are real friends. real friends that do not leave you when you need them. thank youu :D iloveyou alot && alot!
sharmeel_* you say you are scared when im angry. but do i shout at you?lol,nope.cos i lovee you. you are the one which makes our whole group cheerful && siao when we weren't suppose to.
haha,you can be really supportive at times && you are the best laughing partner. lovedd.
brenda_*you are the one who support me when im down. i may not really talk about our secrets with you. but then you make us laughh with the funny things you say. like mrs teo is your mother? haha,i love you just the way you are. && that will never change aye! we will gonna be good friends forever. i promise :D all the missehs will be together as one.<3 suwanieY dearr! you helped me alot. i still rmb when we were really really close. we had so much fun && we would buy for each other things. i really had fun with you alot. thanks for giving me advice when i needed someone the most. you would always be there. no matter what.thank you:D you gave me many many advice. i really took it.sometimes it helped. sometimes it didnt luhhs. haha,sometimes i would really think.we will last forever as friends? my answer will always be yes:D i love you girl. lots && lots <3
&& the rest. i really had fun with you guys. && really love this class 1E1.
you will always be my rockers of the year 2007.
nothing can change that,i love 1E1 rockers the most! :D
confused.//loved by him.3
4:03 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
haha,helloos again-.-
omg larshzxs.i'm like really rotting at home laiso luhh.
haha,just now went downstairs to buy lunch for didi & bought COKE! hahas.
then bought char siew rice. damn nice luhh:D haha,
anyway,thanks bryan uncle && jeffery daddy peii wo talk on the phone when waiting for my didi to come backk.my phone no batt liaos uhh. hahas,
Mmm,its like damn boring now luhh. haha, my comp sot sot again luhh.
downloading o2jam again && i damn dulan if fail again luhh-.-
haha,stupid game.its becos of korr then i will play dershxzs okayy!:D
think i saw terence just now? cos he say he saw me-.- lols.
i was in blue cardigen bleahhhszxs! :D i love my darlings && girlfriends.
yeapsyeaps((: later must teach my brother how to study && like coach him?
-.-im such a nice sister. lol,so bhb derzxhs. hehehs.
anyway its so damn sian now at home,want to go out luhh.
ohh.i saw BW brother just now && he from 7 11 nagg till the coffee shop?
its like damn long okayy-.- cant stand him siahh. he got so muchh saliva. bleahzxs!:D
sorry brother. but stop nagging! haha,Mmm,maybe going out in the night cos daddy not coming home. haha,if can then toning outside? haha, loveee to do that.going funland later cos got nothing to do at home.lovee the top man shirt its just for him derxzhs. its damn expensive./its worth i guess. yeapsyeaps((: not emo lerzxhs.hyper damn it :D lolslolslols =/Mmm,im so bo liaoxzs:Dloves.//confused.// loved
12:00 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
Sunday, October 21, 2007
everything has just been like a total dissaster luhh.i didnt sleep for the whole night.have been thinking && thinking. quarreled with him again.i really dont want to go on like that luhh.i just want to be with him;happily.why must so many people break us up?seriously i dont know why luhh.haiis.anyway,today started off fucking badly luhh. it was like ihateit!D: it just sucks all the way.i wrote my life here && im like ruining it all over again luhh. i really hate doing this. but the bloody fucker bitch just doesn't stop breaking us up. i dont know whats her problem but someone gonna teach her some fucking manners luhh. sorry for using some vulgar in here cos im really pissed with her luhh. this kind of person.why does she even exsist?going around ruining people's life. get a life bitch!-.- okayy now im really angry.i just cant control myself to anything around me now. so maybe i will not be going to school if theres nothing to do luhh-.- arghh.thats really stupid of me to do that.but i really gonna teach her somethings before she starts to break up every single couples && im like fuck off -.- im being good to strike off those words luhh. haha, anyway today i have to do alot of things luhh. have to go fetch my younger brother && buy lunch for him && myself. im like so tired luhh. tired of living in this worldD: its like lols?nobody likes it cos its getting everyone to be crazy. we just plan our road to move on & just be ourself but why must there be so many construction around us? why must god play with us so much? are we made out just for playing?i have things to do so please dont block my road damn it-.- i dont even know if im going NA but it may come true,so may transfer to a more bad school then can go express. it sucks right?but i cant do anything becos what has happen had happen,nothing can make it go back. no time machine at all D: i really dont wish to break up;but i will let you choose. to put down this really hard && hurting relationship? or to be together & go through everything together? many times we cant make decisions because we dont want to lose someone that is close to us. but some people dont worth you losing or hurting. sometimes we have to think about giving up on someone && let the person to be happy. you just have to be like a guardian angel to guide them. to me,thats enough:D you dont have to be someone that you are not. you just have to be yourself.think about it./ i had a really tough days nowadays but i know i can go throughh.with you,im willing to be with you && take care of you for life. thats promise.
7:50 PM
Yshe's got the attitude;
helloos)):today cannot upload photos luhh. haiis.sadded life luhh.nvm derr larrs((:still can write post can liao luhh.anyway,today this morning went out with my dearest sister sihui(:went to town && went to go buy top man shirt for jiefuu.is like damn nice && very ex luhh((:then went to walk around && go find the damn macs-.-but decided to go to kfc cos its like;nicer? haha,then i ate the wow meals && one cheese fries![:damn shuang luhh(:then after that we went to lucky plaza. saw alot of couples quarreling luhh.is like so depress-.- haha,Mmm then went to the toilet where we need to pay 20cents?haha,then went to the taxi stand to wait for mummy's car to come((:love our car:D haha.haha,then i went to ahhma house.teckk teckk biao gerr && ahh nekk biao dii over there((:i played audition portable audition && watched tv.i play the audition like damn fast larrs-.- i siao lerrs.then after that went to yishun to jiefuu house((: haha,then for awhile mummy bring me home lerrs(:now talking to my dearest on the phone:D`laogong dont emo lerrs;no matter what i will always be there for you derrs((:so dont worry to be alone okayy((:haha,will always there:DMmm,now using my lagging comp && its still lagging luhh:Dhaha,anyway today its till here luhh((:loves♥
6:58 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;
Saturday, October 20, 2007
hello hello((:
bleahhs./
just come back from the outside world.lols.
haha,just now went out with XIAOSASA jie && went to slack.
it was like really fun luhh.took alot of pictures but then in her phone.
haha, XIAOJESS ahh yii sorry cant go out with you today worrs((:
Hmms,i was like laughing all the way from like hmm. the start?
haha,it was damn funny luhh. thank you XIAOSASA jie for the bubble tea luhh./
we were playing with pearls. haha,then we went to yishun && find brother bw!(:
his fringe damn long luhh.cannot see his eyes. damn nice okayy!
haha,OMG thats a beetle beside me luhh.yuckks!♥
anyway i had fun luhh((:
XIAOSASA && brother BW! thank you for making my day((:
iloveyou two so fcuking much luhh.haha.
hahs! Mmm,wanted to call my dearr derr. but then no phone && money so .
i'm sorry dearr charmaine!♥ haha.
aii.sian norrs. that fcuking bitch. eww.)): i hate her luhh. saw her outside && im like.
wanna whack her? then she scared. haha. think she saw brother BW with me.
brother. find daii jii with her((: hahas.
haha,it was damn nice anyway.
♥
why must be so hard to just say the three words
i love you...?
i want to shout && scream to you!
i love you!
4:26 AM
Yshe's got the attitude;